lol so i should be studying for civpro right now... and i'm going through WAY OLD lj posts instead.

so here is a meme that my sister did in like november that i want to do NOW:

( yay )

no, i am not dead.

i leave for wisconsin tomorrow. five days in the dells with eric's extended family. last year was not so good. hopefully i will be less of a bitch this year! :D

also: school starts in like 6 weeks. i was signing something i had to send back to kent today for registration, and i think it really hit me for the first time that yes, i am indeed going to law school. it was a very, very queer feeling.

i still have a bunch of errands to run tomorrow morning (go to bolingbrook to buy sweatpants, and then go to yorktown to return a bunch of stuff to VS and to aeropostale), and i can't sleep. i need to be up in 5 hours if i want to get all this shit done.

at least i'll be able to sleep in the car on the way there.

i am slightly tipsy and going to bed.

i am waking up at 9 AM tomorrow and hopefully doing something with eric in the morning.

i have steel drums rehearsal from 1-3 tomorrow, and couple of the boys are going to be WAY more hungover than i am.

i am working from 5-close tomorrow. (i am also hoping that i can get out of that somehow.)

life is good, i think. i needed this.

i just wasted two hours reading random law school blogs. i meant to run, go tanning, and clean my room during that time. oops.

the moral of this story is: i suck.

now to eat something and take a shower and then go to work from 4-close. ugh.

i am in a fucking horrible mood and i don't know why.

i'm sort of disappointed about not going to toronto/niagra this year, but there's always next year.

i guess it's worth it, because having an apartment in printer's row will be pretty sweet (even though it's not really mine - but i will be crashing there sometimes).

maybe it's just the whole thing.. my sister and i are growing up, and everything is changing. i like things the way they are - me and her and our mom. i know that it can't be that way forever (duh - growing up happens), but it's still depressing for some reason.

list time will help, maybe:

tomorrow: tanning, watching hard core logo with terrie, band banquet from 2-4 at NCC, racquetball with eric (maybe?), nerdiness with terrie (?)

friday: steel drums at 3:30 (I AM SO EFFING EXCITED), samah with girlies from work and possibly terrie? going to see eric after that?

saturday: work from 6-close or something equally obnoxious.

i'm to the point where if i go to bed not utterly exhausted, i don't sleep, so i guess that means i'm going to read my little law school book that's required before orientation. yeah for being a nerd.

i have been so unmotivated lately. i've just been watching tv and movies and playing dots all damn week.

on the plus side: pirates was awesome (there are pictures of me up on facebook for those of you that have me friended on there). i watched all of twitch city, which was effing hilarious. i watched hard core logo with eric (and he fell asleep during it, so i watched the OMG WTF ending twice). i very much recommend hard core logo, though it isn't at all like spinal tap like the box says. it's not meant to be a comedy, though there are some hilarious parts in it.

i planned to run today, but i just don't think i'm going to get around to it.

i got both of the killers' albums, and, sadly, really really like them. i was hoping that i would absolutely hate them, because i hate the band, but, no. i actually really like their music. sigh.

the rest of today: cleaning my room, watching hard core logo with my sister (maybe), dinner, HOUSE SEASON FINALE AT ERIC'S OH MY GODDDDDD

tomorrow: going to the city to look at apartments with my sister. maybe billy goat's, too. work at night.

thursday: band banquet from 2-4. ooooh, alumni.

friday: STEEL DRUMS. i am so excited that dwayne specifically requested that i come back to help out. i don't even care if i get paid for the gigs i play at (though it would be some nice extra money, since i'm not getting a whole lot of hours at VS). possibly going to samah with some girls from work.

so i want to kill this waitress
she's worked here a year longer than i
if i did it fast, you know that's an act of kindness

but i believe in peace
i believe in peace, bitch

...this is so fucking stupid.

today: work from 3-8, coming home to eat and change clothes, pirates with sister and the jakubases at 10. yay.

UGH work tomorrow from 8 until 2. i don't. do. mornings.

but i did watch papillon tonight on amc, and i enjoyed it like whoa. steve mcqueen..

i also ordered this and this the other day. should be here by the end of the month. (note: callum keith rennie looks like a total doofus on the twitch city cover.)

uh, did i mention that i'm working at 8 in the morning tomorrow, and that i've regularly been going to bed around 4 in the morning, so i'm totally wired right now? this really sucks.

it's 3:15 am.

do you know where YOUR circadian rhythm is?

wow, success. i actually did some of those things on that list. no tanning, no b&bw, but everything else, yes.

i may actually run tomorrow morning. we shall see.

house: not totally crazy, but one of the more hilarious episodes lately (though it IS really hard to beat wilson on speed from last week). only one episode left this season! what am i going to do with my tuesday nights?!

i almost forgot!

last night i dreamt that i had a lilac mist 67 GTO that i saw on ebay on sunday. sigh.

worrrrrrk today what the heck. ugh. so sick of it. at least it's just four hours today.

but after that:

stopping at b&bw to buy something really quick?
stopping at the avon booth-thing at the mall for more eyeliner?
stopping at the sports store by the mall to buy running shoes?
stopping at starbucks for a chai latte because it will be AWESOME outside? (but it is going to rain soon boo :( )
stopping at the gym to tan?
going with eric + his fam to friday's? (omg SPINACH DIP i haven't tasted your goodness in TOO LONG)
going over to eric's for hangouts?
watching house at eric's! (yes, this is confirmed)

ps: more craziness (thanks internet)

thanks to unique last names, facebook, and the official kent message board, i figured out that a guy i went to high school with (and actually played trumpet with me in band) is starting at kent next year too. odd. so very odd.

i want to buy a ramones shirt but there are way WAY too many options.

last also: even though i went to bed at 2 AM, i did not fall asleep until 4. and even though i woke up at 7:30, i have still not taken a shower or eaten breakfast, even though it has been an hour since then. i suck.

ummm so not a whole lot is going on...

eric and i went to an awesome fondue place for my birthday. SO much food, but soooooo good.

my mom and my sister and i went to noodles for lunch on my birthday (after we tried to go to outback but it was closed and saw some creepy mexican place called "coyote's").

and then i worked a few hours last week and bummed around. played a lot of guitar hero. watched a lot of venture brothers.

and tonight is the first night i'm going to bed before 2 AM in i don't even know how long.

ugh, it still feels too early to go to bed.

work tomorrow 4-close, then 10-2 on tuesday. nothing else the rest of the week - and kerrilee's wedding on friday!!! i still have to make sure one of those dresses i bought fits, and return the one i decide not to keep...

maybe a facial on thursday?

i really need to start running and tanning agagin. i am turning into such a lazy gross bum.

oh amelia, it was just a false alarm

so today: i worked at bolingbrook from 10-2:15. i came home (though i stopped at starbucks on the way because it is SO an iced chai latte day out today). i scarfed down burger king tacos and onion rings. and now i'm leaving to work from 4-close at yorktown.

WHOOHOO.

so someone is mowing the lawn behind us, and i just heard some guy scream at the top of his lungs from that direction.

ps: i am such a lazy bum. maybe racquetball with eric today, but maybe i'll just stay home and listen to american doll posse and hejira and clean my room.

also: i am probably working from 10-2 tomorrow at bolingbrook and then from 4-close at yorktown. awesome.

also also: i turn 23 on saturday. i was sort of depressed about it, because that seems really old (it's past college age), but one of my mom's friends from work met me for the first time last week and assumed that i was still in high school. at least i don't LOOK old.

so my sister sent me this video last night:



i seriously think it's one of the best videos i've seen in a LONG time. jhonen is the shit.

so hot fuzz was pretty much awesome. i very much reccommend it. i choked on my icee a couple times while laughing. i also really want the soundtrack.

and now i want to see shaun of the dead.

oh! and the muse song that played during the 28 weeks later preview was tasty. i need to find out what it is...

ps: SPRING!!!! :D

i FINALLY have a day off.

and yes, it's true, i didn't set my alarm last night. i figured "oh, i'm going ot bed at 1:30 AM, and i don't have to be at work until noon, so i'll wake up with plenty of time." nope. i woke up at 11:55. OOPS.

i was just replenishing, so it's not like they were counting on me being on the sales floor or anything...

i'm working at yorktown tuesday 12-4, wednesday 4-close, and friday 4-close. i called bolingbrook and talked to shannon about when i can work there - i told her all day monday, all day thursday, and open-2 on wednesday and friday. yeah, it'll be crazy if they end up doing that (working 5ish hours at bolingbrook, having two hours to eat lunch/drive to yorktown, and then working 6 hours at yorktown), but i can handle a little craziness if it'll make me more money.

i need to sign up for polish at COD.

i saw pan's labyrinth today and it was AMAZING. i have a feeling i'm going to have trouble falling asleep tonight though... that one scene was pretty terrifying. (if you've seen it, you almost definitely know what scene i'm talking about.)

on this weekend's agenda? sleeping. a lot. playing guitar hero. and cleaning my room. and seeing 300 on sunday?

NEW TORI AMOS ALBUM.

i could not wait. sigh. it was the lyrics to dragon that really did me in.

i'm still buying it on tuesday, though.

work was great. i had a lot of fun working at the new store. i wish i could have gotten an angels card or two, but oh well. i did sell a lot of bras and - surprise - makeup and perfume.

elizabeth seems genuinely happy that i'll be working both there ad yorktown. she told me to call her tomorrow and leave a message with my schedule at yorktown for next week so she can put me on her schedule.

if i can make even 300 dollars a week until i start school, that would be awesome.